Xiaoozhang

Posting

2010-03-20T00:47:00.003+08:00

Here to post because someone asked me to. ;p

Well havent had a pleasent day. Firstly Corrina's in Phuket now and I miss her. Secondly, there's something wrong with my stomach. Damn pain.

Well and lastly, having a headache now. Darn it, my life sucks. Well I shall go to sleep now and post tomorrow.

Tah Tah.

Apologise like tiger woods.

2010-02-23T20:23:00.001+08:00

Lately, my life has become crazy. I don't know what to do anymore. Guess i just have to let nature take its course and i seriously have to change my temper and personality. Although, li ren didn't tell me directly that he feels that i am quick and hot tempered, but i know that he did, Well, i have to agree with him. I will try to change. But in the mean time, to those whom i have offended, especially Darren, i am sorry. Please forgive me. Really. Sidetrack, LGcrystal is a nice phone, cause i am using it to blog. :)

Happy birthday to me!

2010-02-11T22:42:00.003+08:00

School has been so boring. I can hardly stay awake in school. But I know I have to 坚持到底. Haiz haven't been going out lately. Just do class deco, go home, sleep and do work. How boring can live be?

Oh yeah! I just rmb, 1 hr 18 min later will be my birthday! All of you looking at this, WISHＭＥBELATED BIRTHDAY!

Well i guess i have to go and...WTH NOT AGAIN! ARGGH!!!

(Yan Zhang has been smashed by his piles of homework, dealing a bone crushing damage of 10549) Huai Long, happy mah? 10549 dmg.;P

Mr Smart Guy

2010-01-26T22:19:00.003+08:00

Today, has been hectic man. Test test test and test. Damn tiring man. But thanks to miss goh, my life's better. Especially the first period. I was in such a good condition to do my work, to learn. xD thanks miss goh!!!

Well, went to 3F to accompany Corrina before her supplemantary class. I felt so useless when i couldn't help her in maths. Sigh. Anyways, I dont have to go for extra lesson since I am too smart on thursday. Muhahah, quick, say Mr Smart Guy. LOL!

Argh!!! Not again...

(Yan Zhang has been smashed by his piles of books, dealing a bone-crushing damage of 7200)

Fuck it all

2010-01-24T01:56:00.001+08:00

I too am unstable now. Blogging for the fucking sake of blogging.

Boring school, boring lifestyle

2010-01-18T22:08:00.007+08:00

Its been 2 weeks of school and I hate it. I feel so tired just by sitting upright in class. I strain my eyes looking at the whiteboard and whatever the teachers say just go in from one ear and out from another.

Sec three works is so tough and I am Pia-ing everyday. My Teachers sucks,(except for Miss Goh, she rocks.XD). All of them scold me for no good reason. Take Miss Lin for example. I don't know a question scold. Eh please lah, I wasn't even in class when she taught that topic. Then she KPKB.

Seriously, I feel like dying, dragging myself to school every single boring day. Lucky I have my friends who are always there for me. I think I won't finish this post by today if I continue complaining. I Buay Tah Han Liao. Argh... OMG whats that!....

(Yan Zhang has been smashed by his piles of homework. Dealing a bone-crushing damage of 1001) LOL

desperate days

2010-01-13T22:57:00.004+08:00

I am having difficulties in every aspects of my life, I really don't know what to feel anymore. I am confused but no one's there to help me.

I may look happy on the outside but you will never know what is happening inside. I am sad and desperate.
Shoot me please...

I don't need good luck, I just need good love.

Screw it

2010-01-06T18:12:00.002+08:00

Today, school was boring. Felt so depressed.

Whats more, I never get what I wish for, and I get misunderstood so many times that I feel so fucked up. Screw my luck.

Reopened!

2010-01-04T20:49:00.002+08:00

School reopened today. So My blog is also reopened.XD

I was so happy when I found out that Miss Goh was my teacher. Had so much fun today other than the fact that I had to sit in the hall for so long. Zzzz. Sitting beside Darren now. Lol. He kept complaining about sitting in a shitty location where he did not have any friend till miss Goh had to give in and let me sit beside him. Lol.

Shan't post long since I am itching to play game.xD

I cry

2009-12-27T11:01:00.006+08:00

I just remember this song. Well it's quite nice and meaningful.
Title: I Cry
Artist: Westlife
Lyrics:

You said goodbye

I fell apart

Ifell from all we had

To I never knew

I needed you so bad

You need to let things go

I know, you told me so

I've been through hell

to break the spell

Why did I ever let you slip away

Can't stand another day without you

Without the feeling

I once knew

I cry silently

I cry inside of me

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

I cry
Cause you're not here with me

I cry

Cause I'm lonely as can be

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If you could see me now

You would know just how

How hard I try

Not to wonder why

I wish I could believe in something new

Oh please somebody tell me it's not true

I'll never be over you

Why did I ever let you slip away

Can't stand another day without you

Without the feeling

I once knew

I cry silently

I cry inside of me

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If I could have you back tomorrow

If I could lose the pain and sorrow

I would do just anything

To make you see

You still love me

I cry
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again.

I cry
Cause you're not here with me

I cry

Cause I'm lonely as can be

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again.

Bored

2009-12-16T14:50:00.001+08:00

I am so bored am pek cek. I miss Corrina so much and I haven't talked to her for sometime already. I am supposed to be in Singapore now. I am supposed to meet her tomorrow. But I can't anymore. How I wished I can fly. I am so bored and i shall think of all the dreams I made. Shall tell NaNa all my dreams the next time i talk to her.
I love you baby.

Stupid day

2009-12-15T22:04:00.003+08:00

I miss Corrina so much. But I can't see her on thursday. I am sorry, dear. I will love you forever. I promise you. Well i feel so down, no mood to post. Pek Cek with everything.

End of post.
When you see this, it'll be quite long after I post. But don't blame me if I can't meet you before you leave. I want to but I really can't. I've told you why. If I aren't back when you see this, I want to tell you I love you a lot.

For you to be happy

2009-12-14T11:28:00.005+08:00

I shall post again to let Corrina see. To make her happy but I don't think she will see my posts till thursday. But I will still post. Well its been so sian for me. Staying in Malaysia, not sure when I would go back Singapore but it'll take sometime. I feel so down lately. Firstly because of all the things happening here in Malaysia.

Secondly, I don't know if I will be able to go back in time to see Corrina. She'll be leaving for Japan soon and I will miss her. I hate it when Our timing ain't right. But I guess i still have alot of chances to see her. When she comes back, I Will go out with her. Thirdly, I HAVE GOTTEN FATTER!!! Need to find the guys to play B.Ball. Darn I hate to get fat. I miss all my friends.

Damn I miss so many people, Corrina the most. Well I do hope I go back Singapore soon.
I want you by my side badly.

Days Oversea

2009-12-12T14:38:00.008+08:00

I guess i should make Corrina happy today by blogging since its our 8th month today. I am overseas now and I miss Corrina so much. Had some Crazy dreams lately and one of it was the same as Corrina, we're in a war zone. Hah.

Its our 8th month today so I sure miss her alot. Hmm here are some of the things I did for the past few days. Well firstly, I went to Cameron Highlands in Malaysia Ipoh. It's a mountain if you don't know. Well, sat in the car for almost seven-eight hours. My butt ache for sure. The trip up the mountain was all screwed up. I felt like vomiting. Argh!!!(weak stomach. Born with it, can't blame me)

Saw the house I would be staying in and "wow". Here's the picture.

Nice right?

Stayed in the house till night then went to the Pasa Malam. Walked around but nothing nice to buy. Went back to the house with Ramly Burger. Haha it taste so nice. Muhahaha. (Corrina don't call me pig. Bleh. Haha)

Went to the Tea hills and i ran all the way down and up. Since the temerature was 10+degree celcius my lungs were freezing cold and I almost fainted. x.x. But the place was nice. Went to some plantation after that. Saw alot of nice cactus and plants. Haha. Here are some of the pictures.

If you cant the the tea plants clearly, look at the next picture, they're the little 'boxes' on the hills.

Here are the plants I saw there.

The two flowers above are the ones I like the most. Nice right?

This cactus looks like it has hair on it right? Haha, my plant sia. XD

Well this cactus is big right? LOL. After the plantation, I went back to the house. Went out at night after dinner to Pasa Malam again but bought nothing too. Went back with Ramly burger again. XD (Corrina, I am not a pig) Played a bit of computer and went to sleep. Well one last thing, or rather two things about the house. Firstly, it is call Aloha Resort and as you can see it is affiliated with Aloha Loyang and it can only be booked by Singaporeans or Singapore PRs. Secondly, the food there taste damn good. XD (again I am not a pig okay, Corrina)

Went down the mountain the Third day and it took an hour. Zzz. Felt like vomiting again. Went down to Ipoh and ate DimSam before proceeding to Muar, where I am now. It took another 5hours. Argh can die sia. When I reached Muar, it was already in the evening. And my heart misses Corrina much more. Haiz. To Corrina: I love you. Ate dinner and rested at my grand-uncle's house. Went out again at night for supper and went back to the house.

Things the next day was boring but at least I managed to webcam with Corrina and told her about my dreams and how much I love her, miss her. And here's the boring Fourth day. Fifth day, well its a bit more exciting cause I went for facial treatment. Haha muchum women. After four hours, I went for foot reflexalogy and back message. Damn comfortable sia XD. Then I went to the house and went out shortly after for dinner. Went back to the house after that and was very happy as I was able to see Corrina again and this time, the duration was longer. We talked to each other till today, our 8th month together. Seriously I love her so much.

I will so miss her today as she is not at home. Haiz, will be going to Malacca tomorrow which means I will be back to the house late which means less time with Corrina. But there's one good news, I will be coming back to Singapore on Monday XD. So all of you, wait for me!!!
Again, Happy 8th Month and may we last forever.

Normal day

2009-11-30T01:48:00.003+08:00

Well i am quite happy now since the ordeal is over. All I gotto say is that I love Corrina very much. Haha. Mapling this days sure makes my neck ache. Damn.

Cleaned up the house this few days, cleared all the books, my shelves and my cupboard. Mum said its for chinese new year. LOL still so far away.

Chiong maple starting from wed and now lvl 55 le. XD. Cant wait for next week to come. Maybe can meet up with pri sch friends. So happy. Oh look at the time now. Have to sleep le. Tah Tah!
Sorry dear, I couldn't post long de.

Removed my bracers

2009-11-23T16:27:00.003+08:00

Went to school in the morning with Corrina since she wanted to appeal from 3Fto 3G. Went to many schools too.

After that, that was where the fun begins. Went to Tan Tock Seng for my dental. So excited. However the process of removing my bracers was long. Corrina had to wait for so long.(sorry dear)

Took 2 x-rays. Man it was so troublesome. After that, went to eat Mos burger with Corrina. She was cute and funny. LOL. She ate hot-dog bread. and the bread was stuck in her bracers. She even said that she was dragon fruit+bread. Haha.

Went to find liren and the others after that and went to school with Corrina to appeal again. Too bad there were no teachers around. Went home after that.
I had fun and I promised you, I will be happy. I love you.

Ask yourself

2009-11-23T00:02:00.004+08:00

thinking of a song my dad always listens to. Well theres a phrase which says , where shall i start from. Well we should ask ourselves this question. Where shall we start from. Start from the right path. And don't go the wrong way. Cause when you do, there's no turning back and... not only will you hurt yourself, you will also hurt those who love you.

Bloody boring day

2009-11-22T20:53:00.002+08:00

Haiz I don't feel too happy now. Don't know why sia. So pek cek. Have been playing maple all this time. Train until lvl 23 currently. The job Aran gay sia, damage imba de. you all should play too. although maple is 1.8GB large.

This week end sucks like hell. When I want to talk to somebody, that person is always busy. Makes me feel so upset sia. Cannot tell anyone my feelings. Keep everything inside than Xin Ku. Jia Lat arh, I think sooner or later I will get depression.

Looking forward to next week. But then, I don't know what to do. Scarly the people i want to go out with busy. Sian. Shall stop here. Nothing to post le.

Fucked up day

2009-11-21T23:27:00.002+08:00

Nothing is pleasent today. Its just all crap. Morning ain't good, Afternoon ain't good either, Night was the worst.

I feel like trashing everything in this mother fucking house. Every single thing. Trying to cool down though. What happened at night? Well this was what happened. I wasn't having a very good day already and he still bitch around. Shout more lah. I dont give a damn.

Well today sucks so much. Thats all I can say about today. Shan't type anymore.

sigh

2009-11-19T20:52:00.003+08:00

Accompanied Corrina to dental in the morning. Took hell lot of time before getting out of the clinic. Went to Orchard after that. Watched 2012 and it was nice. However since it was raining, it was cold like fuck.

Ate at graffiti cafe and wrote some things on the table. Took a train home after that. The day was spoilt because of two things. Corrinas stomach cramps and me worringing for her.

Now, i am feeling down. Don't know why. Don't feel like writing anymore.

Learned how to swim XD

2009-11-18T20:27:00.004+08:00

Haha today was interesting. Woke up in the morning and was shocked when Corrina said that she would be late. but hey it gave me time to watch Ichigo 100%. So nice!!! lol although the ending quite stupid.

Played Runescape with her and was boring sia. Forgotten how to play after so long. Didn't know where exactly did Corrina wanted me to go in the game and she was so agitated when I went to the wrong place. Stupid Dragon slayer quest. PUI PUI PUI. But Corrina was a pro in runscape lol.

Went to my grandma house to eat before going to yishun swimming complex to swim with Corrina. Well not swim with her but learn how to swim/splashing of water. Haha had fun sia. Learned how to swim a bit thanks to her. Haha but still...I feel that I am a useless guy, don't even know how to swim.

Well went to the canteen to eat food after bathing in the complex. The Cha Guey Tiao I tell you, Wtf man. $2.50 for a small plate. Cheat money sia. And I told her I wanted it to be spicy, guess what she used the chilli sauce sia. ZZZ. Think that I cannot taste after she cooked it meh? Then the tau gey also put so much. Don't need to call it Cha Guey Tiao le lah. Call it Cha Tau Gey better. 妈的. Cheat my money.

Chatted with Corrina for about forty five to one hour and walked out of the Complex since it was about to rain. And it really did rain, very heavily. Corrina wasn't able to go home, so I accompanied her under a HDB building until the rain stopped. Took many photos but Corrina only liked 4. Haha. Ain't she picky.

Went home after sending her to the bus stop. So tired sia. My shoulder and face was red. Well I guess it makes me more man.XD shall stop here.
I had lots of fun today. I guess all that time missing you was worth it.

Lost in space

2009-11-17T17:43:00.011+08:00

Its been such a long time since I have last posted. Many things have happened and one of which that made me very gloomy is the fact that I miss Anirroc, I miss schooling, I miss my friends. Well, its not like i like studying but, it seems that I feel more empty day after day rotting at home.

There is no fun at home but things which makes me mad. Its been such a long time since I have last went out with Anirroc. I am always lying on the bed thinking of her. Haiz, I am hopeless. I don't know why but I suddenly felt like watching romance anime. And th show is...ICHIGO 100%. Its funny and taught me a lot of things. Hope I don't end up like the guy in the show. Haha. Watch it yourself.

Have been going to my grandma's house for lunch this with days and there were many kids there since its a kindergarden now. Was surprise to see my cousins in it. Haha they're so cute lol.Took some pictures of them and will post them up below.

2years old cousin,Ernest.
5yearsold cousin, Emma
Emma + pikachu, LOL.
Aren't they just cute. Sigh, how I hope that I can be as carefree as them. I just don't know what to do anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore, because you aren't by my side. I love you, but there are some feelings I just don't know how to handle it. You won't understand, no one will.

Best Chalet ever

2009-11-10T21:16:00.003+08:00

Chalet was fun, here's the fun things I did the past few days.
1)Cycled around the beach
2)Shooting balls at arcade
3)Played 'bridge' till 4 am
4)Wild wild wet
5)Barbecue
6)Went to bugis to buy bermuders
7)Went to Huai Long's house

Well, went to the chalet like I mentioned above. Hmmm, we had nothing to do so we slacked in the chalet for about 2 hrs, unpacking our stuff. Can you imagine, 2 hrs in that stuffy chalet. Can die sia.
Went to the bicycle renting place to rent a bicycle. Seriously the bicycles there are so small. Can't take it.LOL. Knocked into a few people. Luckily they weren't gangsters. HAHA.
After dinner went to arcade to shoot balls. Liren and I went till fourth round. Zai sia. Went back to the chalet after that to watch movie and teach the others how to play bridge. Played till 4 without noticing and went to sleep.
Woke up at five to see sun rise but din get to see any. Not long after, went to WILD WILD WET!!! It was fun. Screamed till my troat burst. Well I wasn't frighten but Liren said that we should scream for no reason. So yeah I listened to him. Played for 3-4hrs before going back to chalet for barbecue.
Barbecue was fun. starting up the fire was tough but bonded us together more. Liren, Ceyong and Jeremy were crazily fanning the fire. Of course I was too. Was too tired after the fire was started and went to take a nap. Woke up to eat and discussed about the money. Those people who said they would be there but din really screwed up my day. Haiz so fucked up.
Slept after cleaning the chalet and thats it for day 2.
Woke up next morning to prepare to leave. Went to Bugis to buy bermuders. Bought two and shopped for Mabel's earring. Had a good laugh with Huai Long talking about maid, dog and stars. LOL.
Went to Huai Long's house to watch Doom and sleep. Lmao, was too tired. Went home after that. Had a really great time. Well I guess I shall stop here. Tah Tah.

Thank you for accompanying me.

Funny crazy day

2009-11-05T16:55:00.005+08:00

Haven't post for a long time, since I was really pissed and stressed. Haiz life hasn't been well this few days. But some events that happened are still memorable.

Anyways, while on our way to meeting Anirroc's cousin, she made up a lot of stories and sent to her cousin, Yangyang(if this is how it's spelt). Had to snatch phone from her XD. Went to Yoshinoya to meet her. Before reaching our destination, Anirroc got lost in Northpoint and still doesn't admit it. Pulled me to another side of Northpoint. LMAO!!!

Well we talked about my streaming. After that, Had to hear them gossip about others, but I kinda enjoyed myself. Haha don't know why if you want to ask me. At about...1:47, Yangyang went off to BK to study while Anirroc and I went back to Khatib. Went to buy some random bread at the Khatib MRT station and planned to eat them under a void deck near my house.

Well on the way home, I saw an action that was so cute, you can never thought of doing it. HAHA, Anniroc wanted to kick some water from the floor onto me, but failed. Instead, she kicked a pavement and stomped on the water and got herself wet. CUTE RIGHT? Kawaii!

Well, slacked for a while and went back home eventually.

I love you. Really enjoyed the time I spent with you.

Cheer up.

2009-10-30T22:49:00.002+08:00

Today was another fun day for me. Went to school. Had this stupid police talk. BORING~~~~ Then went back to class for some tai di with Jee Yong, 隆隆,Darren and Cona. Won a lot of game. Hehe. I am 赌神.

After recess, went to clean up my damn bloody DIRTY! class. Lmao dirt, dust and webs all over the place. Sian man. Went to play BBall with the guys after buying Tau Huey with Cona. Played till FIVE!!! and of course i scored a lot.^3^

Had a nice chat with Jeliaome, Jie Ke Wei and Ah Weng. Talked till 6:30, Pro right^^. Met up with Cona and she was pissed and tired, tried to cheer her up but my attempt was a failure.D:
Went home shortly after.

P.S:Bloody rain, so heavy! If not for Cona's umbrella, I would be drenched.

Don't get too pissed lah. Try to cheer up. I know how it feels to have the world against you. But I will be there for you. Cause I love you. Hope this ordeal will past soon.

happy happy happy

2009-10-29T22:13:00.002+08:00

Had so much fun at Huai Long's house today. Watch video at his house after school(after passing him his stuff). Then met up with Anirroc. Had lunch at mac before going back to Huai Long's house.

Slacked till 5.45 pm before going home. And then Mapled with Huai Long's 大哥's friends. All of them 19 years old and called me DiDi -_-. Haha. Mapled for two hours till eyes blury sia. Haiz... Shall stop here, cannot take it.XD

I love you and had fun the past few days. thank you

It hurts

2009-10-27T19:25:00.003+08:00

Backed to post!!! Had a lot of fun yesterday cum today. Yesterday, went to Pepper Lunch for ... lunch, LOL. It was nice and hope to go back someday, soon.

Went for dental today. Good news was that I will be taking it off next month. Bad news is that it hurts like hell.

Shall stop here. Looking forward to the chalet.

Had fun with you.

Changed

2009-10-24T22:36:00.002+08:00

Haha just finish changing my blog skin. All thanks to Anirroc. XD.
Hope You all like it. Leave Comment yeah!

Well watched the show, Imagine That. It was hilarious. Eddie Murphy face is funny enough already. Plus the content of the show. Rated it 5/5. Two thumbs up. =D

Well its getting late and Lotr(Lord Of The Rings)is showing soon. SO i guess shall stop here.

Thank you

Happy day

2009-10-20T22:39:00.006+08:00

Fuck man, I accidentally deleted my post. ZZZ and i took like fifteen minutes to type. :(

To summarize my post, yesterday I went to watch movie with Anniroc. Show was 500days of summer. Quite nice. Quite funny. I liked it.

Poem from the show,
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Fuck you, whore.
LOL so funny!!! No? Sian.... Enjoyed the day though.

Quite happy with my results, Got 2As le. Plus I think I top the class for eng compre. XD so happy.

I love you a lot. I really had fun on monday.